Friday, 26 August 2011

Watched  FD5 3D, it was awesome scary scenes as well as funny acts.

Getting to be quite busy for the next week till October'11. Assignments are starting to come in, more and more. The due date for the assignments are rather close. On the other hand, I have to go to work in the aftnn till night for every Monday, some Thursday and also Saturday. Hence, have to complete my work in between those classes.

It is getting difficult for me to have trust in people nowadays after what had happened in these few years of my life.

 I want my security back :(


Finding a new chapter into my life :) soon...

Wednesday, 24 August 2011

幸福 不是每一天都有
错过以后要等很久很久
别让你的快乐在我怀中变成泡沫
至少 我们依然是朋友
如果我不适合握你的手
带着我的祝福好好的过
走累了 IF YOU DON'T MIND 和我坐下来 看看天的蓝
你永远不会孤单有个人 只为了你存在

Tuesday, 23 August 2011

Ulcer. Sore throat.Running nose.Muscle ache.Fever.
popped pills. 
Hope I be fine by tonite 


:)FD5

Friday, 19 August 2011


  • 也许时间给的太少 没有珍惜你的好
    城市太喧闹 你没有听到
    我不该把手放掉没有了你 没有爱情
    什么都已经是空气
    这些没有你的日子 没有了自己
    没有了你 没有力气
    孤单香水却来袭我想念你身上气味
    请给我 相互拥抱的机会
    你离开后我才明了 幸福已经溜掉
    你也许都不会知道

  • 爱情如果都是微笑 那多美好
    天亮的太早 在偷一秒
    想你的笑 想听你吵
    才发现思念发酵


  • I am going CRAZY !!

    Tuesday, 16 August 2011

    Today lect was on Entrepreneurship module, I thought it would be those boring lecturing class however the lecturer was quite interesting and telling us lots of  business stories and getting to know the net worth of the riches men on earth, haha.

    During class, my frn asked me if I wanted to go for lunch ltr and she wants to go to that particular food court. I hesitate for awhile, unwilling to answer her question and hoping if she could change her mind, bt she didn't.
    I don reali want to go there, it just brings back all the memories again.

    Juggling among two jobs, studies, assignments, relationship and other personal commitment is just too tiring.
    I need a break...



    Remember everything like it was yesterday,
    I know that we had a really great time.
    Although it is all over, I'm glad that I can say
    I had the chance to know you well,
    I have to write this rime to remind myself,
    sometimes how it used to be,
    how great it was together,
    you and me :)

    Monday, 15 August 2011


    It's hard to say goodbye to the place you've lived all your life.
    It can be as hard as trying to say goodbye to a person.



    Maybe not everything is meant to last forever...










    How i wish i could fly over the clouds again, living with a couple of my good frns and things were just the same as before and sweet :)








    Sitting here alone thinking it through, trying to convince myself that I have get over it. 

    Saturday, 13 August 2011









    Just noticed yesterday that I had alot of sand fly bits on both my legs. Lots of small red spots in an area.Eeeeee. Put lots of itch cream, hope it does not leave behind any scars.

    Friday, 12 August 2011



    It is just too difficult for me to have trust in someone. Not when someone who is real close related to you have chosen to betray and bring all faults to you, making the world thinks that you are the bad person on earth.

    I have chosen to ignore the person but I still have to respect the person when needed to.

    Hence it makes me wonder " what I look like through other peoples eyes."  As sometimes I may be seem not as what I am.





    I may regret the way we ended, but I'll never regret what we had.






    “Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering.”
    I just wanna be where you are.

    Just because something doesn’t last forever it doesn’t mean it wasn’t meaningful while it did last.”



    The same opportunity never knocks twice. The next one may be will be better or, but it is never the same one.










                                        
    Someone out there is waiting to love you the way you wanted to be loved for so long.








    I miss you like a rose misses the sun in the depths of winter.

    Monday, 8 August 2011



     This is easy say then done. It is what my mouth said and not my heart.









    That was what I always did, even thought it was way off my sleeping time, my assignments due dates and my preparation for the test.. and even so when I was aboard..





    你就是我的旅途都是因为你 我一直漫步
    想要跟你一起走到最后但我遗失了地图
    爱到深处才会领悟好的事情 最后虽然结束

    谢谢你,是你陪我走过那些路.痛是以后无法再给你幸福
    好的事情 也许能够重复至少你和我记得很清楚
    爱 是为彼此祝福



    Monday, 1 August 2011








    休息是为了走更长的路

    Alot of things had happened this year.. I have already been in the second year of  my Bac of Sci course. I just came back to Sg a week before after my studies trip in Boston, MA. Did had a lot of fun but trouble spells as well in that whole months. This trip really changes alot of things and allows me to view things very differently.
    Me and my Uni friends had known each other for the past one years and three months. The relationship in this click have changes alot.
    After a long thinking and analyzes, I have decided to let it go. Have ended the six months relationship. it was very painful but life still have to go on...

    Mar. 25th, 2011

    • 1:08 AM
    Omg it's such a long duration after my last entry.
    been in sch for reali intensive course training.
    have got use to the system and late nite.. quite hetic..
    gt to noe tis guy a few mths bk..
    been tokin on phone, bt not sure of the feeli and the relationship towards him..
    feeling stress, confusion and agitated by alot of things evolve ard my life this whole stretch of year..
    i need a confirm to this feelin, so that i will b better..
    i  will try nt to tk this seriously..
    coz veri time matter gt worst if i view it seriously..
    so jus let fate decide.
    i know it's stupid .............

    IT"S JULY 2010 NOW !!

    • Jul. 9th, 2010 at 10:28 PM
    time really goes by so fast
    I'm alrdy in the Bsc Degree Prog
    is into the week 3 of the course
    i did ask myself " is it the correct for me to return to study, why am i suffering in heRE"
    the encouragment from my parents
    and the though frm  my kid parent
    proved to me that i shld cont in AND STRIVE IN THIS Bse Prog
    i hv meet a very good teammate in this course
    we hv fun, seriourness, teamwork, laughter
    i enjoy it. thank gals
    it goanna get tougher
    juz hang it on
    reaali miss my kids and my close colledgue in there
    hope to go bk there and see them
    JIA YOU FELINE<3

    interesting fun course

    • Nov. 7th, 2009 at 6:26 PM
    when i got to noe tt i nid to attend the 1st aid course
    i was lye wat the hell so tired
    so tey put me for 3 days intensive course
    so i went tere
    but hey it was fun and interesting, nt boring
    the lesson and the instructors were veri fun
    the 3 guys Nafiz, jaduary and juztin
    hving a fun time and it end quite fast
    sooo gd

    btw
    the ref letter wrote alrdy
    tt part done
    thank alot to both my referencer
    thank you for your wonderful help
    now i hv essay and resume to complete
    i reali want the course to accept me and wana go bk to study ASAP
    i miss my skoo life
    haha

    ~"~ My love will get you home~"~

    • Nov. 4th, 2009 at 9:07 PM
    I  lye this song v. much, v touching
    every time I listen to this songs,
    it remind me of the touching scenes
    in the hong kong drama 
    香港TVB剧热播的《溏心风暴》
    by 
    Christine Glass 

    If you wander off too far
    如果你游离太远
    My love will get you home
    我的爱将带你回家
    If you follow the wrong star
    如果你追随了错误的星星
    My love will get you home 
    我的爱将带你回家
    If you ever find yourself
    如果你曾发现自己
    Lost and all alone
    迷失而孤独
    Get back on your feet and think of me
    回来并记起我
    My love will get you home Boy
    我的爱将带你回家,男孩 
    My love will get you home
    我的爱将带你回家
    If the bright lights blinds your eyes 
    如果太炫目的光芒灼伤你的眼睛
    My love will get you home
    我的爱将带你回家
    If your troubles break your stride
    如果困难阻断你前进的步伐
    My love will get you home
    我的爱将带你回家
    If you ever find yourself
    如果你曾发现自己 
    Lost and all alone
    迷失而孤独
    Get back on your feet and think of me 
    回来并记起我
    My love will get you home Boy
    我的爱将带你回家,男孩
    My love will get you home
    我的爱将带你回家
    If you ever feel ashame
    如果你曾感觉困窘
    My love will get you home
    我的爱将带你回家
    If its only you to blame 
    如果你被责怪
    My love will get you home 
    我的爱将带你回家
    If you ever find yourself
    如果你曾发现自己
    Lost and all alone
    迷失而孤独
    Get back on your feet and think of me
    回来并记起我
    My love will get you home Boy
    我的爱将带你回家,男孩 
    My love will get you home
    我的爱将带你回家
    If you ever find yourself
    如果你曾发现自己
    Lost and all alone
    迷失而孤独
    Get back on your feet and think of me
    回来并记起我
    My love will get you home Boy
    我的爱将带你回家,男孩
    My love will get you home
    我的爱将带你回家
    My love will get you home Boy
    我的爱将带你回家,男孩
    My love will get you home
    我的爱将带你回家

    so fast

    • Nov. 4th, 2009 at 6:58 PM
    Time reali pass by veri fast..
    on the last entry i was still at the previous co. just starting for ard 2 mth
    now i hv been in the last co. for 9 mths and hv left tere..
    i found a new job in the new co.
    a much more bigger organissation than the pre co.
    n much more tougher..
    more demanding stuff to do..
    cum to tinkof tt the compare the 2 co.
    the pre co is much better compare with the env,
    the staffs, the chn, the relationship  bt the only bad tink is the damn loww paid
    tt is only the tink t is not gd
    so i hv to perserve in tere in my present co.
    hv been in here for gg to 2 mths alrdy ..
    Wow tt's real fast ..
    so now getting ready for the Uni application
    and wait for dec to sent in and then jan 2010 to receive my result
    so i will still hv to work till ard may 2010 ..
    so hv to be stronger .. hang on tere
    i hv my family to support me in tere..
    for the Uni course fee so i hv to hang on
    for the trip to boston and many other things..
    JUST HANG ON IN THERE
    everything will be fine ..
    BELIEVE IN MYSELF
    LUV FELINE ....

    HELLO>>>

    • Jul. 10th, 2009 at 8:25 PM
    It has been a long long time since my last post.
    have been working there for ard 4 mths plus gg to 5.
    okay.. quite all rite wit it ,, got used to it already ..
    so started to fine another new job .. lol
    coz the paid is damn hell tooooo little
    how to survive...
    so sent alot of email to apply for a lot of diff jobss.
    so to have some good reply ..

    i tink of seeing him today ..
    and ya i saw him... at the traffic light there haha..
    happy
    i alway see him at the bustop, but i don noe if her noticess me ant..
    so that day.i was already at the bustop.. and his bus came... he was running toward the bus.
    and i loked at him and he looked back ..
    haha so cute la him ...
    so the next day i saw him again.  i jus look at him from the corner of my eye ...
    then today morni i was thinkin can i c him again ... ahhaa i saw him .
    i was at the traffic light
    then he was on my right side.. i saw it ...
    den i jus cross the road.. he was behind me walking ..
    i try to walk veri slowly .. den i reached the bstop
    my frn was there so i went up to her..
    i turn and i saw him , he went to sit down at the seat there.
    aft a while his bus came and he went up .. i was looking at him when talkin to my frnz
    jus miss him ... haha
    crazy galz  ... heee hahha lol ...
    HAPPY DAY>>>>

    Mar. 6th, 2009

    • 5:38 PM
    today is friday.. it a happy day..
    gg on to sat.. i would want to change a new spec frame on sun..
    not a bad day today..
    quite busy and enjoyable day ..
    was busy with my class den when over to another for relief..
    den back to prepare for my next class den off for lunch ..
    meet the chinese teacher at the eating place ,
    ate and talk together..
    den after that went back to the next class ..
    help to file  up all the document..
    time run very fast .. off to end work
    den came back home ..'

    have not receive the paid yt for the job
    better give me tml..
    broke alrdy ..
    lol ..
    till here den tata +)

    Mar. 1st, 2009

    • 10:46 AM
    It has already been a week at the new work place..
    i think getting used to it already..
    so fast a week has pass..
    everythink is getting fine there.. which i think soo..
    misses the others..
    getting down to job now..

    Feb. 25th, 2009

    • 6:09 PM
    Tis is the first entry of 2009 .
    okies a new beginning of the year in the post.
    lols.. i finally found myself a job.
    have nt quit the previous yt. still doing part itme on it.
    so now i hv got 2 job to handle..
    both are in the same field.. in the area that i am confidence in..
    so jus started tis wk ..
    just trying out first..
    willl offically start nxt wk..
    so today damn laggy..
    break at 1.30 to 2.30
    den wk till 3pm
    break again.. inside the office research on the stuffs..
    read magzden till 5 break off gg home..
    a bits siaz and cold toda.. had a heavy lunch .
    staff alll quite nice happy working togather..
    oki tt all for today..]
    off to play my online games... lol    tata

    Oct. 24th, 2008

    • 4:32 PM
    A lot of things has happen during tis six mths ,,
    there are alot to say ,, bt i jus don noe wat to say or how to say abt it..
    it be tough for me and my family..
    i just want a change in my career ,,
    want a full time job with cpf..
    bt i juz couldn't gt one of my own ..
    felt so useless..most of my application were nt successful ..
    bt i hope tis one would change my life ..
    tis gona make a change in me and my family.
    there's  nth much to say ..
    jusz hope things will go smoothly fro nw on ..
    gt the job tt i want and start earning for my future ,.
    -------------------------------------------------------------------..

    superlative specimen

    • Apr. 26th, 2008 at 3:05 PM
    On tue at ard 7pm, a new collegue join us ..
    everyone was lye .. oH omg ..
    kind of feeling ...
    then i look up saw the collegue ..
    is a he .. a super uncommon fig in my office ..
    was working night shift that day ..
    finished the last kid and marked some HW ..
    then i get myself ready and off i went hme..
    most of the chinese female went home le ..
    however alot of m***** still in the office ..
    lol they all watch the guy lor ..
    quite flirt for some of the collegue , tt wat i saw ..
     as for him , 28 a degree holder in enginnering
    and a malaysian .. and is S .. that the main things when they heard tt ..
    ha ha  ..
    o k ok ... enough of tt ..
    kindof irriating ..
    hah ah
     ----
    oki , today had 2 particular st tt i wan to mention ..
    i jus can't stand the behaviour they had ..
    omg lor .. it was soo soo damn irritating ..
    arrrghhh ..
    nvr do wk , don write and hold the pencil properly
    don read properly, naughty and noisy .,,
    and soo so damn irritating ...
     but i still lye teaching ..
    (=

    ---
    a new month gg to arrive ..

    [My NTU-NIE application reply letter, I am  still waiting for it ,,, very anxious, good luck to it .]

    . . .

    • Apr. 16th, 2008 at 4:59 PM
    some time it's quite sian la..
    at the wk place face tt ***
    i admitted i was wrong sometime ..
    pls la u did not tell me at first and wanted me to do it right..
    wth ..'
    in the first place u say at one time there shld only be a max of 2 ..
    then came 3, then 4 , 5 .. omg
    i don tink u can do tt too ..
    arrgghh..
    at first i tink was my fault.. too slow..
    o they cAME LATE ...
    but then some time no lor ..
    it was the sAME time for all of them ..
    arrghh ..
    don feel lye tokking abt it  ..
    feel much better when i am facing the kids ..
    ---
    came across a sentence say by someone ..
                          
                          " calling someone fAT,, doesn't make u  skinnier ..
                           calling someone Stupid, doesn't make u any  smarter..
                           ruling anyone life doesn't make you happier ,,
                           all u can do in life is to solve the problem infront of you .."

    i persona;lly think that this lines is great ,, true and i shld live upon this belief ..
    It is always a smart investment to learn how to pay others a compliment.
    making a friend/s is better than a enemie/s..
    it jus an art of communication ..
    it difficult.. but it will be useful in life and future ..'
     -- 
    lastly , all the best to my NTU-NIE application ..

    A word to describe --- "PASSION"

    • Apr. 4th, 2008 at 5:13 PM
    i guess, feel , though  ... teaching is really my passion..
    I jus lye to pass my knowledge to the students.
    LOve to teach them, talk with them and time passes very fast when Iam teaching the students..
    at work at time it was tough, esp during peak hours..
    have to take in different age group of student, teaching different subject and different level at the same time..
    and also sum time both the student needed teacher attention at the same time..
    it quite tiring .. but will learn to manage it well..
    am still able to cope with it ..
    ha ha
    yesterday had a tamil student for english..
    he was quite cute ar .. ha ha..
    after finish the lesson he said tr, tx you..
    ha ha i was happy la ..
    and today a pri two student was under my teaching.
    he was damn quiet and did not answer me or smile in the past two lesson ..
    today was much much better..
    we were talking and oso joking. ha ha..
    hewas damn weird oso lor..
    i told him to write the handwritng tidy..
    then he told mehe want to do correction..
    he said hhe love doing correction ..
    crazy rite .. ha ha ..
    ya ended up all three worksheets need to do correction ..
    and he loves it sooo much ..
    lolss..
    then ask him do his c.w , he wrote the name and time start le ..
    i was attending to the other student..
    so i waited for a while and turn to him asked him y stil don start yet ..
    then he told me he waiting for the time..
    i was lye ???? in my head.
    then i look at his paper. he wrote10.11 am and the clock shows 10.10am
    so he was waiting for the time to start at 10.11am
    damn funny lor him.. ha ha
    funny student of my ..
    stil got another one .. she is pri two oso..
    half chi half malay..
    she damn talkative lor.. talk and talk non stop ..
    self entertain me and herself .. lols
    and still got another on e pri one gal..
    ask her do C.W she say too tired so do damn slowly..
    hv to use sticker to reinforce her so that she will do her work
    then she got spelling oso..
    damn funny gal..
    don noe how to spell, then ask me to give her another one ..
    then still hv to give her the star chop too..
    ha ha ..
    it jus an enjoyable day each time with the students la..
    interesting and funny people to teach..
    lols.. it makes my day pass faster ..
    still waiting  for the university application to be post to me .
    please be a successful one..
    allow me to enter in to the university NIE..
    this is my biggest wish of all ...
    tx ..... (=

    random thoughts --

    • Apr. 2nd, 2008 at 12:22 PM
    A rest day for me today ..
    had a difficult night yesterdday..
    was sleeping den sum how woke up from a terrible headache.
    massage the head a bit den went back to bed
    however not use lor, still ache..
    couldn't stand it..
    woke up again and went to look for oilment
    apply alot of it on my head..
    better then ..
    went to bed and then wake up 9+ am
    feeling much better ..
              -------

    watching tv now,
    watching the you hua hao hao shou
    mark and jeff went to JAPANs
    OMG... ya
    and it's HOKKIADO
    OMg... the food the place the thing there
    i love it lor
    wana go there tooo..
    but the expense in japan is tooo expenSive la
               ---------

    dream of gg on a hoilday yesterday with my family
    taking a cruise to thailand
    ha ha ya ..
    was taking alot of photos..
    the cabin room was big like those president's room
    lols .. hee
    then went sun tan at the pool side there..
    and also the food at the restuartant, the buffetss.
    lots of foods lols ..
    eats and eats ha ha
    then went reach the country, thailand
    went to bought alot of stuffs.
    clothes, jeans, bags, shoes, sunglasses, assessories and lots more..
    ha ha
    daydream .. nono sweet niight dreaming ha ha
     really wana go on a holiday trip with my family lor..
    haizzz, but need a lot of money, start to save now..
    hah ha
             -----------

    the weather is damn hot, warm lor ..
    after a bath still feel sticky and warm ..
    tt's spore weather lors..
    wonder what had happen to the ozone layer., the earth..
    arrghhh ...
    have to stay peace.. xin jin zi ran liang ..
    lols  h ha
    okki till here then .. ta ta 

    was it ________??

    • Mar. 28th, 2008 at 4:58 PM
    was it or was it not ?
    walked pass, glance across..
    saw a familiar figure,
    which i thou was D ..
    however..
    think back again,
    it does not really match the figure,
    ha ha .
    what if it was true,
    wouldn't D turn and smile to me..
    no respond  [silent]
    or was it me -
    jus walked away without taking another look at it
    so was it innocent me or D ??
    no ideas, only gods knows that .
    haha
    walked through the journey,
    kept thinking back the things and matters that regards to D
    a few words to describe it .
    happy, lovely, annoyed, silly..
    haha
    it's  quite a rough journey
    however it got worst in the last round
    it's jus too silent --------
    for quite a long long time ..
    till now it still was ~
    and i think tat's the end .....


            -------------


    was glad that i found a job
    and start to earn money for myself,,
    ha ha, ya ,
     it;s myself
    and only
    me ..
    have to stop taking money from my mummy and daddy.
    so now have to work, earn and save for my future ..
    alot of things needs to be done with money
    without it in the society, u are nth,
    not even a peanut ..
    it seem a tough sentence..
    but that the world iam living
    do not let the world rule me,
    but allow me to lead the world..
    better quality life to come ...



    [Till when will the right one comes, right into my heart ! ..]                             

    quite sum time ..

    • Mar. 25th, 2008 at 4:49 PM
    hi helo,, ha ha.. I did not blog for quite sumtime. almost 3 weeks since the last entry.
    I have found a part time job alreadi. the paid okie lor not tt much which I think tt was alot,
    but okie la  reasonable. after i went for my present job interview and was accepted, the next
    day , I received two calls from the recurite express offering me a job.
    and also the person also e mail me offering me a one year customer service job contract.
    before that no job offer, then now sooo many. and this morning too. i just woke up,
    this lady call me asking me if i still need a job. haizz.
    the popular that job no respond from them.

    Nw waitng for my uni application to be successful to enter the uni. i damn scare ,
    i really really really really hope and want to be in that degree course [Ba of sci,edu]
    wish me good luck !!

    jobs

    • Mar. 5th, 2008 at 4:13 PM
    Did not blog for quite sum time. too tired!!
    Last week send in tonne of resume to alot of company.
    Call in to ask about the job, say will reply me, still waiting.
    I have lost my count on how many job application I had sent in. lols
    I found one on admin assistant and paid is $1.6k. so I happily send in the resume.
    Two day later, the guy call me say ask my come down for interview.
    I damn blur lor, cause I just woke up.
    So i rejected it as it was quite far and the interview was in the afternn at taka, in orchard.
    As I was unfamiliar in that area, I give up the job offer.
    I did not realised it was the $1.6k job until i when to look at the notes that I had written about this job.
    Lols, ha ha, I was damn disappointed lor, i so damn stupid gave up a high paid job. lols
    But den nvm la, it's over le ha ha.
    Today when for an interview with the recurit express.
    Nth much, just filled in the form , interview me ask about my job perfers the offer me two job but i rejected it.
    coz too far, paid too little and the job scope I don like, lols hah ah
    Then I went for another job at popular.
    I ask them if they need any part-timer in their store , they gave me a form to fill in .
    I wrote for the post of retail assistant. lols I don want to be a cashier. Don like to handle with money.
    Hope the popular will call me lors. work as retail assistant .
    Then have to wait for my Uni application, result will be known by early april 2008.
    The school term will start in Early August 2008.
    Really want to enter the uni, application to be successful.
    Tt's all for today, further update when I receive any job offer, esp the popular.



    --------[It's just a dream, but I do hope U will make in real in life..]